Friday, May 30, 2008

Won it ever_Got it ever

Won it ever?

Got it ever?

What fall can save us

If you give me

Quirky answers

I’ve had a fair guess

And now I’m bound to skin it out


Try to shake you

All the time

Vain as it is

Break the vase on my face

If it makes you feel alert


Shut it out

Cause I’m stout

For you it’s clear ,all here

While mere tic tac drills my down low

Won it ever

Got it ever?

Tired, tired ,withered,liar


Won it ever?

Got it ever?

What fall did squish us?

Before you mumble

Quirky answers

I’ll take my mind

Down the peg to let you unfold

Move damn you

Put some oil in your engine

And I’ll drag you all around again

Fuck, I’m not supposed to change a thing

why then do I have to keep you alive?


Shut it out

Cause I’m stout

For you it’s clear ,all here

While mere tic tac drills my down low

Won it ever

Got it ever?

Tired,tired ,withered,liar


Sun down,moon up (ode to motherly love)

Like a cigarette stub beneath her heels

fuelled with nothing more than a minor retreat

mighty allies and a nose always raised

mothers act like heathers in a way


Was she there when mischief stroke?

Was she dying her hair?

Was she strolling her false pride?

Did she ever care?


The sun is down, the moon is up

we're the same old crap

busted and lame, all is exchanged

for a motherly sap

Was there a time you stopped keeping score

and just let me be?

scorched from your heat, burned from the red of your

kinky pointing nails


Spawning poor life just to take it away

Here's the alley for repelled traumas to stay

How could you ever slither in style

When her laugh is the rival to fight?


Was she there when mischief stroke?

Was she dying her hair?

Was she strolling her false pride?

Did she ever care?


The sun is down, the moon is up

we're the same old crap

busted and lame, all is exchanged

for a motherly sap

Was there a time you stopped keeping score

and just let me be?

scorched from your heat, burned from the red of your

kinky pointing nails




Ice creams melt and so does all...

Ceiling help me,I am the farce

stabbed between my legs,scrumptious snack

Who's here,I'm here and I shove hard

Does he know I 'm taking a nap?

Dear you,just look me in the eyes

lust is boring when left ungummed

"You did good job", but in the end

I blow up...

It's nice and easy,nice and what?

"Turn your back and I'll steal your time"

Before you know you'll be my dog

but ice creams melt and so does all..


Treeshot

When they saw you running

over a bunch of people walking carefree

and started screaming out

in the middle of the street like a wounded beast.


And later when you shot the trees

and left your gun upon the dinner table

beside the salad plate

where the mother's head lay still


They must have guessed that nothing was something to hang on

They must have prayed to their God to keep you away from anybody else's harm

cause that was all they ever cared to do


Chased away, inside a burning circle

Your rage would play with you

Odd boy you are, you never grew up

where are your manners

as you wipe off the red stains


The bell that rang the other day

could not invite the kids out in the schoolyard

and everyone is mute

as for what such a quiet kid could hide


Inside the nasty flag,

outside the clean-cut asshole with the ironed shirt

who’s slipping through suspicion

hidden behind the veil of an invisible man

Until when?


And now they know that something was never ok

And now they know that something was in your way,

something they wanted to avoid...


Chased away, inside a burning circle

your rage would play with you

Odd boy you are,you never grew up

where are your manners

as you wipe off the red stains...

..

Slippery roads

Slippery roads swallow all modern life

just like the boredom has swallowed playing

Everyone's deeper in their unknown abyss

daily drop-dead without a bloodshed.


Why must the days go by this way?

When nothing is right and never it was.

All fire is ceased now, act as if we're free now

But what are these voices behind the walls?


Cease fire, now...

Free, who's free now


Walking down the streets of my life

years pass me by unkindly, carrying me slow

Sketches of a flooded bed calling you to lay

under its wet covers just like before


Nothing is wasted and nothing is dead

I'd told you once we'll be back for our roles

Secrets want silence, dreams demand faith

When the floor is moving, just open a trapdoor.


I remember, laughter and voices

I remember, free life, warm hearts,

I remember, I can't touch...

The corridor

Hey you mute corridor

lead to the room

they act so casually

concealing the gloom


Hey you pervert truth

moaning stubs walls

he loving, decent

controller of sickness

digs when it's dark

holds his baby tight

wears the mask

a predator with sheer eyes


will you look now

there's a thing

but I won't fucking give it away

for peace

this fucking peace

might be destroyed someday

Baby carries a baby

And isn't it fun

they all look alike

so incredibly alike

they'll have these strong ties

these strong ties

Half open door,

if you dare you'll be insane

you're a hole for sure

a fucked doll

a fucked hole

it all comes from love

this you don't get

and mother don't speak

cause peace might be destroyed someday

this fucking peace destroyed someday

This is the corridor

you hear the muffled voices?

They're in there

she's punished he's taking what he can

the beauty and the beast

a fuck for breakfast time

another one

another one

kiss for goodnight

the boy

his toy

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Firework

So part of the story,
never shared the glory
Keeps drowning screams
inside a paper bag

It came down as a firework
like something that can't be bought
until the seizers chose
to put it out

And all the fight once laid
turned out to be a masquerade
a fake reunion of some casual rebels

So please grip tightly leaving,
this sack of dusty,limbing
amazing futures you were once
supposed to build

And I can't be but grateful
to those who found their way home
and made a nice stack of debris
where I fit.

Needles

Needles are damaged fun
platinum hair in the sun
What is felt scarcely shared
stranded words can only fail

If I taught me what is how
what is have to do
Would I care if the baskets
are no longer full

What if someday
my missing teeth could scare you
Would you know that
I've been licking gracelessness

Darkness,darkness
is a place that can't be walked
Riddles,riddles
never were confession-solved

Needle is hope to please
I forgot your face already
I was doomed not to bloom
so I'll live without my candy

If you come my way
just turn the lighter on
so I finally see
or somehow make me warm

I found a day today, but it wasn't mine..
It was a stray day waiting for its owner
So, I felt sorry and carried it on my back
But it was way too heavy
I had to put it on the back of my truck
And when it started knocking on the windowpane
I knew it'd be long, too long before it'd go
So, I had to leave it there
It pleaded me with taking it,howling and graveling
But it was like a stone around my neck and I was light
The sun hit me on the face
and everything grew dim...

Bullies of life!I've had to run...
Run away so naked and so beaten
I've had to twist and chime
when devoured by indolence..
I've had to spin around myself,
leave this place,beg and face,
bend and taste the sludge
and sip it slowly..

And I'm ready to catch you
and ready to drop you
As if whole spring blossomed inside me
Sprang from my eyes, my mouth,my nostrils
And stuffed your brain
with what the others
thoughtlessly discard...

So, if I have to know
I choose to know the wrinkled sun
Cause I am never
How could he become a friend of mine?

And if I have to be
I choose to be the fall
Not as a drama or a fucking joke,
but as a simple,perpetual faint
on a rot terrain.